3.17.2010

Closer

My heart seems to be separated from me. I used to do everything logically.
Now it's out of control. Emotionally unstable. Hopelessly wondering what's next.

I'm feeling tired. But that's no reason to stop.

I have loved, given love, expressed love more than I can give to myself.

I have sacrificed and will sacrifice more.

Not leaving anything behind.

So if all would end, I've tried my best and has given everything. To erase the question 'what if?' when it all comes down.

I'm rotting away..

I just want to feel your love so bad. Rain on me. Wash me with.
I'm still wishing. I'm still hoping.

I want to marry you. I want you to be my wife. I love you.