Note

Sometimes, what we really want is to feel important so somebody. To someone. Where in the middle of the day, when you least expect it, when everything is going turmoil, everything is spiraling to a downwards direction, you receive a message, you receive a call, you see somebody you weren't expecting - a thoughtful message, hearing one's wonderful voice, a hug, a kiss, anything that will dwell in the positive that will keep you up for the rest of the day. Heck, for the rest of the week.

Doesn't have to be when you feeling down, better when you're feeling great. When you thought you can't get any happier and then THAT happens. When that dumb smile can't ever be removed. When every minute you remember it and always be nostalgic about it.

I want that. Everybody does. Sometimes when you do it to the person you love, you expect that everything is rainbows and unicorns but no, they wanted it to come from somebody else.

"But don't be sad", I tell myself. Keep on trying until trying will be a routine. Until you get too used to it, it's like an everyday thing that you do like taking a bath. Yawning. Like breathing.

It's her birthday tomorrow. I'm not as excited as I used to. Let's see what happens next.

Unfortunately, I find you attractive.

Love

Sometimes the thing that you most want doesn't happen.

Sometimes the thing that you never expect to happen, does.

You meet thousands of people and none of them really touch you and then you meet this one person then your life is changed.

Forever.

I'm here

Tired as I can be but the thought of possibly seeing you gave me strength. Enough to wait for you for 3 more hours but who's counting? You were sleeping while I'm trying so hard not to give up on waiting.

Then I decided to go home. Not because I gave up. I didn't want to wait long enough that I would hate you for not waking up on time. I wouldn't want to be that guy that would remind you that you have work so you can't be late just so that you'll have that extra time to let me get a glimpse of you.

I miss you but this can't go on forever.

You

I miss you. I don't really need a reason why.