5.25.2009

Not supposed to be this way

It's been ages since I felt something towards you.

Something more than friendship,
something not everybody would understand until given the explanation.

You're one of the reasons why I look forward going to school,
others can not matter.

How you wrap your arms around me,
the way you embrace my arm when we're walking,
the times when I hold out my hand just for you to hold.

But this cannot continue.

This is a risk I'm willing to take.
But this is something that I know I'll lose.

To make it short,

I like you and I don't care what other people might think.

But this cannot continue.

My principles are always going to be stronger than my feelings.
And I'm sorry for myself.
And sorry to you. This is going to be confusing.