8.02.2008

hate this

I hate being left all alone.
I usually go out at night and go on with my worry-free life.
If not, I talk to people through phone or text messaging.

The keyword here is "usually".

Now i can't even talk to people who mean so much to me.

Well.. I do, but not that much anymore.
You know when you can actually talk to them any time of the day and still miss them?

This time, it's really different. Yeah, you could talk to them, or leave them a message, but it's only up to "that" point. You can never meet them personally, spend time with or whatever.. I want to call them but it'll cost me so much and i'm trying to save money for myself and for them too..

I hate being left alone..

My brain keeps on thinking alot so fast, time keeps getting slow.